|Mindless Splurge and If Bel Were Here
||[Jun. 20th, 2008|02:44 pm]
If Bel Were Here I could just taste the crumbly buttery biscuits and smell how good her cooking is. The whole house is warm and full when she's here.
She'd say, "Hi Ash! Come here you old cranky lady." and promptly be drooled on by a geriatric old cat who loves her.
I'd tell her that I want her to do a cover of The Winds of Change by The Scorpions but acoustic and she'd tell me I'm "such a dork".
She'd say, "Guess where I was last night?" I'd sarcastically reply, "Umm under a 23 year old?" Then she'd tell me she got asked out by a midget and thought about seeing if she could find a circus train nearby to make an interesting story to tell.
And she'd put on hilarious socks and be pissed when Midnight tried to destroy them. Then we'd wake up and go to breakfast. She'd hug me and it would be the most comfortable blackberry vanilla scented hug a friend could have, crazy big hair stuck in my lipgloss or not.
She and Amy would race to tell me I have lipstick on my teeth (again).
Most of all, if Bel were here I'd have the rest of my heart in one place and be about half as anxious as I am now. I knew I'd miss her, I just didn't think I'd still be waking up wondering why she isn't going to show up at my door today.
Since she left I feel more isolated from everything.
In happier thoughts, I bought a "Sally Hansen Comfort Glaze" in "Chocolate Berry". I can say it's a $6 well spent to add a new lipgloss to the collection. This is not the color. The color I got is a shiny berry color. I love it! Also, I went to the Mongolian Grill near my home and it was clean and had water chestnuts, baby corn, and bamboo shoots. I got lots of good meat and veggies. For those of my friends who try to eat healthy, I'd suggest this place. Trying not to be sad, but when I first woke up today I just felt so isolated and I missed her. I woke up dreaming of her cooking.