||[Oct. 29th, 2007|09:44 am]
Don Beemerini refused to start today. Thus poor Craig is not at work. Thankfully, despite his love of Bavarian Automobiles, I realize that his car is less reliable than my older Honda. Despite his protests I purchased the AAA higher level program and put him on it unwillingly. Ha! Now I'm proud because he needs it. See. I goat! Also, hopefully we'll be getting some hotel discounts.
In other news, I'm pro dressing slutty for halloween. Seriously. I think this trend is great fun. Many people are against it, but I think it's a blast. I also think wearing something ugly is great, because you stand out against a million slutastic outfits. I may resurrect my slug costume.
I weighed in at a low weight today. Lowest ever. :( Need a few more snacks. I'm still in "the range", but clinging to the lower end of it. I still have it in my mind that I need to lose more weight. Before I can even think about it, it is right there. I hear about ways to cut calories and think, "Yes, I should try that. Yes, I'm very large. No, I can't wear that." When I saw this, I thought, Wow, I should try that to get more out of my WLS tool! I went to Old Navy and because I can't envision myself as a size M I bought size L shirts that look terrible. I don't want to be a size 6 before I have my plastics. That would make me emaciated once I get them. I'm not a short girl. I need to get it through my thick skull that I'm at the right weight now according to the goal selected by me and my doctor. Yes, many women are thinner, but it doesn't look attractive on a 33 year old like it does on a 19 year old. You start looking really dang old.
After trying to hire someone to help us with the sprinkler system, we hired our Brother in Law Lan! He not only assembled the furniture, and crawled under the house, and winterized the sprinkler system, but he also put in the new kitchen light! I love it and it looks great.
I have 2 doctor appointments today. One with the Gyno (endo surgery followup with the fun bonus of invasive exam), and one with the Dermatologist who shall do a "scraping" proceedure to make sure a mole doesn't get out of hand. Neither should be a big deal, but it kind of interrupts the entire work day.