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This may be the last day [May. 3rd, 2007|12:23 pm]
Lanette
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The last day that the cause of my pain is unproven.

The last day that the cause for my pain is still in my body!

It is my greatest wish, prayer and goal to be out of pain. If that happens I'm going to do something special, and I already know what, but I'm afraid to jinx it and say.

Sounds dumb to be excited for surgery, but considering I lost 100lbs to give myself the best chance of having it get me out of pain safely, and that I've been in pain for 10 years, I'd say if the surgery works to cure the pain or not, the journey has sure been worth it for the chance.

I don't need things in life handed to me on a plate. I only need the possibility to be there, oh, and of course the love and endless support of all of my friends and family. They have been through so much with me through this issue.

I'm not afraid of the surgery, but please, if you do prayers or good thoughts, send some my way that they find and destroy the cause of the pain, finally.

I'm going to ask Craig to make a blog for me tomorrow after surgery, letting the LJ world know how I fair.
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[User Picture]From: prairieflower
2007-05-03 07:38 pm (UTC)
you'll be in my heart, thoughts and prayers tomorrow!
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[User Picture]From: starrynytes4me
2007-05-04 03:16 am (UTC)
Thank you! I will be looking forward to seeing more pictures of that cute baby of yours too.
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[User Picture]From: prairieflower
2007-05-04 01:17 pm (UTC)
I'm hoping to upload some soon! You'll have pictures to look at by the weekend!!
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[User Picture]From: rethought
2007-05-03 07:40 pm (UTC)
Hurrah! Good luck tomorrow.
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[User Picture]From: starrynytes4me
2007-05-04 03:16 am (UTC)
Thank you! I am going to be glad to find out the truth, no matter what it is.
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[User Picture]From: anunnakigirl
2007-05-03 07:43 pm (UTC)
yay! I am so happy for you! I will be thinking of you all day!
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[User Picture]From: starrynytes4me
2007-05-04 03:17 am (UTC)
Thanks! I'm really feeling good about this.
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[User Picture]From: anunnakigirl
2007-05-04 03:25 am (UTC)
as you should be! you deserve it!
sleep well tonight!
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[User Picture]From: dove
2007-05-03 07:58 pm (UTC)
I'm going to be on pins and needles til I know you're out and ok. Please have Craig text me?
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[User Picture]From: starrynytes4me
2007-05-04 03:17 am (UTC)
Craig has your number and will text you once I'm out of surgery for sure.
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[User Picture]From: random_girl
2007-05-03 08:14 pm (UTC)
I will be thinking good thoughts for you.
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[User Picture]From: starrynytes4me
2007-05-04 03:18 am (UTC)
Thank you! I still love the blanket you got me last year. I'll get to put it to good use again. :)
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[User Picture]From: slypinin
2007-05-03 08:44 pm (UTC)
Hope you are better! Are you in chronic pain?
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[User Picture]From: starrynytes4me
2007-05-04 03:18 am (UTC)
Thanks! Yep, for 10 years I've been in pain. They think they finally know why and may be able to fix it with this outpatient surgery. It will only take a few hours and a few weeks to recover.
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[User Picture]From: thought1
2007-05-03 09:49 pm (UTC)
*cheers you on*
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[User Picture]From: starrynytes4me
2007-05-04 03:19 am (UTC)
Thanks! It's been a long time coming, but it's going to really be amazing for me if it works.
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[User Picture]From: graphxgirl
2007-05-04 04:05 pm (UTC)
prayers and thoughts for you!
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