These are such beautiful photos. You're beautuful.
despite all the pain and stress I know you're going through, on the outside you look as fantastic as always!
Thanks. I feel like I've aged 20 years this month and my eyes are a wreck, but on the outside it is so weird how it doesn't show much.
Right there with ya on that one. :-/
You look terrible. Comparitively. You're still beautiful. If I didn't know what you look like when not stressed and in pain I'd think you look great. I hope you get some rest, and soon!
Thanks. I recorded some figure skating in hopes of watching with my sister. I'm so tired of feeling this bad. I know I'm a total dud. I miss my family, my friends, Craig, my LIFE.
I don't blame you. I miss you feeling good too. But I have faith that it will happen. Like I have faith that MS will be cured. We just have to wait for it--in both of our cases.
What did you record? I've been watching all the Grand Prix events, but they've only had the long programs for men and women, no pairs:( But that will change with the Grand Prix finals! I would love to watch those with you.
Let's do it! Don't forget our date for Xanadu in January either. When is the Grand Prix final? I'll make sure I have the TV reserved.
Awww! Thanks! Not feeling hot, but glad you think I look it.
I think you're beautiful but I can tell you're worn out and suffering on the inside. I know the feeling sister. I got enough luggage right now to travel extensively around the world for a few years! lol
It's weird. I'm very quiet lately but I have honestly never understood you better than I do right now. I would like to say I have no comprehension but man, I can't imagine this for YEARS. My respect level went through the roof the past few months. I wish we could curl up with some tea and fancy finger foods and watch a lousy movie together. I wish I could just snuggle into your hair and have you pat me on the back for a change and tell me I am not my pain. I know I've give you that speech more than a time or two in the past. ;)
We'll get through all of this the way we have since we met- TOGETHER.
I love you, sweet girl and think about you every day. *BIG HUGS*
*hugs* Thank you so much! I miss you and also wish we could just get away from it all, soak in a giant hot tub until we were in less pain and just snuggle up and watch a silly movie and geek out. I'm short a job, so I'm so sad that New York is on hold. I simply can't take the risk unless I find another job first (and who knows? It just might happen!). Anyhow, if you can swing it I'd love to have you here to visit.
well, you are as pretty as ever, and I wouldn't say that just to say it. but I can always see a difference in your eyes when you are not feeling well. I'm sorry things are so stressful.
I really understand your concern about health care, too. I am worried that when I move I'll have trouble getting a doctor to keep my own chronic pain managed, and yours is much worse. I hope you land a much better, more interesting job and it has wonderful benefits.
Thank you Patt. I'm weary down to the core right now. I've been stripped of pride, which can be good, but now I need to build back up. Humility is good, but empty and hollow is not.
You are still looking good on the outside - you always seem to maintain well. Hope the pain gets back under control soon!
Thank you! I am proud of maintaining my weight during such a tough emotional time. I still struggle with emotional eating (of course), so that's a positive. Just need to get to a better mental and physical health state.
The expression in your face in the first picture sums up what I think you are feeling right now--((((Big Huggg Lanette)))) You have maintained your weight wonderfully, and you look beautiful, as always. I wish I could say the same about my weight!!!! You hang in there Lanette!
((((Len)))) Many hugs. You always help me keep it in perspective because you understand. Thank you for reminding me that hard times aren't going to last forever.